Dazed...
well, it's wierd being here. It is kool though. I finally have a friend here that I can stand to be around longer than 5 minutes...lol. even though it's my x. But all things aside, the days aren't so long anymore and the nights aren't so cold. Somehow with just her presence puts my mind at ease. weird huh? I now have to really get on the ball... There is so much I have to do. I have to pay the courts off.... quick! I have to get my guitar fixed and my amp fixed. get my car repaired (brakes and engine tune up) I have a date friday with Shelly, going to see a movie... She is really a nice person. She just isn't up to my par on her physical self, though she works out doing kick boxing. But she is so sweet that you can't help but like her..... and I do like her... just... there are no butterflies when I am with her. But I like that she is responsible, caring and sweet. We'll see what happens. I think life has some fucked up turns coming for me. Too much has gone too well for me lately. Well, not that well... but better than it has in the past. I am scared kinda... scared of tomorrow in a way...(metaphorically speaking) Too many "what if's" running through my head. I never worry about tomorrow.... What happened? lol.... well, tomorrow will take care of itself... till then..