I must be the dumbest person that ever lived!!!!!!
I am such a fucking moron...., I blew off a girl last night, garunteed lay, cuz' she called. Keys locked in car, and I come running to her. She cries I come running. She whispers I come running. Why the fuck do I do this? I have other women thqat want me, and yet I blow them all off as soon as she says something to me. Fuck I hate myself. I really don't mind being there for her. I like to be there for her. That is what kills me. Kills me inside, destroysd my inner being. I love being there for her. Helping her out makes me feel good inside. Just.... Why the hell do I jump up like a puppy at the slightest bit of attention from her... AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I am an idiot.... I got a call from a girl last night to come over as soon as I get out of work. Come fuck me she says... I say ok and as soon as it is almost time to get out of work, Ash calls.... she locked her keys in her car... So I go running over ther..... ehhh to be honest, I would rather spend time with Ash.... that is the truth. No sex or no holding of her, but spending time with her means more to me that getting laid, or anything... that is the cold hard truth.... and if you are reading this... face it.
So I am an idiot.... I got a call from a girl last night to come over as soon as I get out of work. Come fuck me she says... I say ok and as soon as it is almost time to get out of work, Ash calls.... she locked her keys in her car... So I go running over ther..... ehhh to be honest, I would rather spend time with Ash.... that is the truth. No sex or no holding of her, but spending time with her means more to me that getting laid, or anything... that is the cold hard truth.... and if you are reading this... face it.