i seen this girl that my hubby cheated on me with. she was like "give me a hug" and all i could feel was my hands tightening into fists at my side. i could feel the anger sucking the life out of my mind. all the hurt and pain is still with me and i hafta c her ( Read more... )

i guess there comes a time in every one's life that they realize that one thing that's supposed to be forever...........is no where near that steady and secure ( Read more... )

well not much is happening. my friend carla and her mom and hubby went to jail b/c jerry (her blind uncle) has decided that everyone that is going to testify against him in his court case has all of a sudden been stealing from him so they r in jail right now. kids r ok ( Read more... )

well i did it. i gave my hubby the ultimatum of quitting talking to christy or me leaving b/c i can't handle this n e more. he said that he would. we'll c. i hope he sees what he had done to us and our family. andi know this is ugly but i hope he is still feeling guilty about the whole thing. i mean honestly i wish he would get over it and ( Read more... )

i've always given my husband the choice of things to do. he's never had to give up n e body for me and it's b/c i didn't want him to go sneaking around behind my back. well i guess cheating constitutes going around behind my back. even though this girl caused us problems before i never told or even asked him to stop talking to her. well since ( Read more... )

one of my oldest and dearest friends have come back in to my life. and with this wonderful re-entry come alot of feelings that i haven't felt in a while. love, feeling of welcome..............and a whole lot of confusion. my feelings are torn between my "friend" and my hubby. there is just something that happens, that he (the friend) does to me ( Read more... )

y is it that i am the one that always feels like i should appologize about everything. an appology is supposed to come from the heart not from feeling sad. and that is exactly where mine comes from. if something goes wrong i feel like i should appologize about it weather it is my fault or not. me and my hubby r having issues right now. i ( Read more... )

there comes a time in every one's life that they begin to realize that the one person that they truly love had completely and totally defied them. this happened when my hubby actually confessed to cheating on me 4 mths ago. i have yet the ability to let it go and i am so scared that it is going to ruin my marriage. i still feel the hurt and the ( Read more... )

well the only good thing that has happened since the last time i wrote was that we went to court for our kids. we got full custody of them. that made me very happy. but everything else SUCKS ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhh! the joys of life! boy don't they ever suck!!!!! most of the time n e way. life.........wat can i say except wat happened????? it was so good it seemed at one time, but now i just don't know. i cry alot and am depressed alot ( Read more... )