hubby
ahhhhhhhhhhh! the joys of life! boy don't they ever suck!!!!! most of the time n e way. life.........wat can i say except wat happened????? it was so good it seemed at one time, but now i just don't know. i cry alot and am depressed alot.
last night my hubby went to work. he said he and his boss were going to spy on someone. well he called me and told me that his boss was full of shit that they went to the bar. then my hubby's boss starts calling him "GAY" b/c he wouldn't dance w/this girl on the dance floor. he told her that he was married and she said oh i'm sorry i didn't know and walked away. well my hubby's boss kept calling him gay b/c he didn't dance with her. that really pisses me off b/c wat if my hubby lets it get to him and he does it "JUST B/C OF PEER PRESSURE"? i don't want him to be put in that situation. i don't like it one bit. my hubby's boss cheats on his wife constantly and wat if it leads him to do the same. i really don't think my heart could take that. i do trust my hubby and i trust wat he says. he tells me everything. but i don't want him to feel pressured into doing something that he doesn't want to do.............and that includes being with me "JUST B/C WERE MARRIED". if he wants to leave and be single then, yeah it will hurt like hell, but i will get over it. but i also don't want him to feel like he is missing out on n e thing b/c he is married either. and if that's the way he feels then maybe we should talk about splitting for a bit. don't really know wat's going on in his head right now b/c haven't really talked to him. i can't handle being hurt n e more in my life. i've done had enough heart aches and i know it would absolutely kill me if something did happen to us. but if he was gonna cheat.....then something would've come up already that would make me feel like he was gonna cheat. he hasn't changed since we been together and i trust him w/all my heart. but like i said..........i don't want him to feel like he's missing n e thing either by being married.
that's y we made a pact b/4 we ever got married. we both agreed that if one ever felt like they had to cheat that we would talk to the other about it. it was my idea so don't look down on him. i just didn't want us to lose trust in each other. we've always told each other everything and i didn't want something like that to come between us. so we made a pact to talk to each other about it. i would be alright with it if he talked to me first b/c the main reason is i don't like feeling like a fool. and if he cheated and everyone knew but me then that's exactly how i would feel. LIKE A BIG FAT FOOL!!!!!!!
i love my hubby and would never leave him for n e thing. i still fully trust him otherwise i would've left him already. i hope we always have an open relationship like we have always had.
thanks sis for all the input u have given me. it has really made me feel better. i love ya!!!!! give baby kisses and hugs for me:D
nite all.................hugs and kisses.............xoxoxoxox
last night my hubby went to work. he said he and his boss were going to spy on someone. well he called me and told me that his boss was full of shit that they went to the bar. then my hubby's boss starts calling him "GAY" b/c he wouldn't dance w/this girl on the dance floor. he told her that he was married and she said oh i'm sorry i didn't know and walked away. well my hubby's boss kept calling him gay b/c he didn't dance with her. that really pisses me off b/c wat if my hubby lets it get to him and he does it "JUST B/C OF PEER PRESSURE"? i don't want him to be put in that situation. i don't like it one bit. my hubby's boss cheats on his wife constantly and wat if it leads him to do the same. i really don't think my heart could take that. i do trust my hubby and i trust wat he says. he tells me everything. but i don't want him to feel pressured into doing something that he doesn't want to do.............and that includes being with me "JUST B/C WERE MARRIED". if he wants to leave and be single then, yeah it will hurt like hell, but i will get over it. but i also don't want him to feel like he is missing out on n e thing b/c he is married either. and if that's the way he feels then maybe we should talk about splitting for a bit. don't really know wat's going on in his head right now b/c haven't really talked to him. i can't handle being hurt n e more in my life. i've done had enough heart aches and i know it would absolutely kill me if something did happen to us. but if he was gonna cheat.....then something would've come up already that would make me feel like he was gonna cheat. he hasn't changed since we been together and i trust him w/all my heart. but like i said..........i don't want him to feel like he's missing n e thing either by being married.
that's y we made a pact b/4 we ever got married. we both agreed that if one ever felt like they had to cheat that we would talk to the other about it. it was my idea so don't look down on him. i just didn't want us to lose trust in each other. we've always told each other everything and i didn't want something like that to come between us. so we made a pact to talk to each other about it. i would be alright with it if he talked to me first b/c the main reason is i don't like feeling like a fool. and if he cheated and everyone knew but me then that's exactly how i would feel. LIKE A BIG FAT FOOL!!!!!!!
i love my hubby and would never leave him for n e thing. i still fully trust him otherwise i would've left him already. i hope we always have an open relationship like we have always had.
thanks sis for all the input u have given me. it has really made me feel better. i love ya!!!!! give baby kisses and hugs for me:D
nite all.................hugs and kisses.............xoxoxoxox