cheating
there comes a time in every one's life that they begin to realize that the one person that they truly love had completely and totally defied them. this happened when my hubby actually confessed to cheating on me 4 mths ago. i have yet the ability to let it go and i am so scared that it is going to ruin my marriage. i still feel the hurt and the pain as if he just told me. i need to release this feeling of pain but the more i try to let it go the more hurt i seem to feel. i can't shake the feeling of being absolutely made a fool of. nor the feeling of betrayal and madness and sadness. the loss of complete trust has made me one miserable person. i love him so much but i don't know what to do about this feeling.