randy and the red robin's song

Mar 03, 2004 21:45

one of my oldest and dearest friends have come back in to my life. and with this wonderful re-entry come alot of feelings that i haven't felt in a while. love, feeling of welcome..............and a whole lot of confusion. my feelings are torn between my "friend" and my hubby. there is just something that happens, that he (the friend) does to me. i can't explain it. u know the one person that no matter what happens u will always be there for and that will always be there for u..............well this is randy. we love each other and those feelings will never change. but the fact of the matter is that we were not actually "in love" with each other. he will always have that special place in my heart and i know it is the same for him. so y does it feel so right when we r together. when we r joking and laughing together...........this is the time that i haven't felt completely left out of life. he always could make me smile and bring out the best in me. when he's around there is no feeling that life has left me completely behind. i don't like feeling like i'm being left behind and this is y i guess God put me and randy together. he can ALWAYS take away those feelings.

and then of course there is the red robin. her song of laughter and happiness always makes me feel better. my sis is the red robin. i know she is one that will no matter wat accept me no matter wat is going on with me. no matter how crazy i seem to be getting or life seems to be getting, she always helps me make sense of it all. everyone needs chaos and she helps me to decifer and to seperate it all out. thank u sis..............for all..............

as long as the red robin will sing to me and that i will always have these two true friends.........i should be able to make it through n e thing. these 2 people have made an impecable impact on my life and have helped me to realize that i am a person and that i am someone special. thank u both. i love both of u very dearly and i hope u always know that there will always be a special place in my heart for the both of u.
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