well hello there...i haven't writen in this thing in a REALLY long time...the funny thing is, i just read a bunch of people's entries and everyone writes then when they haven't writen in a long time...i guess it's just hte thing to do...umm...let's see...well, i'm going back to school in a little over a week and i'm actuall kinda happy about it... ( Read more... )

wow, so i'm writing again...hehe...let's see what assholes are going to respond to me this time...i love this..but anyway, me and noelby (aka noel) are finally boyfriend and girfriend...isn't that great...yay, i'm sure you don't care but i'm exstatic...anywho how's life treating you..i like it..i hate school...i wanna see people but i don't wanna ( Read more... )

You know what! I am so fucking pissed right now. Who ever the fuck replied to my last journal entry is a fucking prick. Who the hell do you think you are judging me. I know that this person knows me because they must know that I've been through shit but you know what? I can use my journal to write about whatever the fuck I want to write about. ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I think that I'm officialy certifiable. What do you think? I mean, I'm so pathetic and crazy it's not even funny. I need some serious mental health attention pronto. I'm getting like obsessed with Big Red and I don't even know him. I think it's just because he's giving me attention that I haven't had in a really long time. I had a ( Read more... )

Nah, I'm just kidding...there aren't so many men...but there is one guy...it's kinda a weird story actually...it's confusing so stay with me...for those of you that have not heard the beginning of the story...i will start over...so like a week ago...it was on sunday actually...it was just one of those days after nights and nights of partying i was ( Read more... )

so yeah, i said good bye to marco yesterday which was horrible... i couldn ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh, today is wednesday and I'm leaving in like 3 days. This is crazy... The day is finally coming. Yeah, so...All I've been doing is laundry which really sucks. I want to make sure that all of my clothes are sparlking clean for school but jesus I didn't realize how many clothes I actually own. it's rediculous. And I still have to do more ( Read more... )

so yeah, i saw sonya today, which was nice... we made lunch and i put way too much dressing on the salad...but it was still good... i did something kinda stupid last night... when i was out with erica i started thinking about stuff and getting really depressed and shit so i decided to send marco a text message... ofcourse it was one of those really ( Read more... )

Well, this is really weird... it makes no sense but it's interesting anyway. Well, last night was really weird. Luke stopped by my house last night to give me some pictures that he had before he left. We went for a ride and talked for a little bit. It was strange cause I just couldn't look at him. He kept touching my shoulder and stuff like he ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I just came back from the longest three days of my life. I went to my college orientation and for the entire three days I thought about my two bestfriends and how I'm never gonna find another two people like them. There are no Jesse's or Leora's at Hofstra. I tried to find the closest things to them so that I would feel more at home but ( Read more... )