Ok, so now i'm thoroughly confused...do i have two anonymous readers?...one of which knows me and the other that doesn't?...am i getting this right?...ok, yes agree that guys will be guys and they will always hurt us in some way but i reading don't like to idea of being a lesbian so guys are gonna have to do...alright...write back to me my ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I finally got some. Thank god. But it feels weird. It feels weird being with someone that I don't necessarily have an emotional attachment with. Don't get me wrong, I DO have feelings for the guy but I guess it's just in the back of my head that things could never go any further than they already are so I try not to tell myself get in ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i've decided that in order to get ass you MUST keep a great distance between ass and emotions. BUt it's just hard for me not to like a person that is wonderful inside and especially out. Yeah, so this guy Noel is incredibly hot and I was really excited cause I was finally gonna get some and then I decided to open my big fat mouth and ( Read more... )

Ahhhh... this whole being without Marco thing is really hurting me but like everything else I'm just gonna keep it to myself. I want to be strong and I don't want people to know exactly how weak I am. Yesterday after work I was walking home in Riverdale. Me and a couple of my friends from work were going to the bakery to get some cookies and I ( Read more... )

i think that a soul mate is the one person in your life that knows what makes you tick...they know your deepest darkest secrets, they know your fears, they know what makes you laugh and what makes you cry...when they look at you, you know that they are not just seeing you but they are seeing past that, that see your heart and your dreams and your ( Read more... )

So once again I have allowed my self to get hurt. You would think that I have learned my lesson. You would think that I would know better than to do this to myself. I have fallen in love with Marco, who was my best friend. In the last four years we shared everything with eachother. Our deepest secrets and fears. I thought that I was lucky ( Read more... )

Haha...life is funny. I haven't written in here in a mda long time, since may actually. I just read my last entry and I was so upset about the whole me and Luke thing and as I read it I just laughed. Last night I went to Sonya's party and I saw Luke. It was just sooooo weird cause he was giving me this funny ass look and everyone was like "oh ( Read more... )

yeah so what? it's finally getting warm ad although that does mean that school is almost over and summer is coming...that's exactly what it means, school is almost over and summer is coming....fuck it!!! i'm so excited about college but i don't want to go.... i don't want to go and leave all my friends and especially leave luke...well technically ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow is going to be exactly a year that I have been with Luke. It makes me sad because I have been waiting for this day since the moment that Luke and I started going out but now that the day is approaching, I don't feel as excited as I thought I would. I guess it's because of everything that has been going on in the past week. I mean ( Read more... )

It's funny how things in your life can change from one minute to the next. I guess I'm a prime example of that statement. As everyone knows, I am going through depression and I will be transfering schools. It scares me to think about life being in another school. Bronx Science brain washes you. You go there for four years and even though it is ( Read more... )