Wow, I'm officially a college student
Yeah, so I just came back from the longest three days of my life. I went to my college orientation and for the entire three days I thought about my two bestfriends and how I'm never gonna find another two people like them. There are no Jesse's or Leora's at Hofstra. I tried to find the closest things to them so that I would feel more at home but no one even comes close. Today is the last day that I"m going to see Jesse for a while and it's just killing me. I'm going to miss her so much. I don't want things t change. I want it to be the trio forever. It will be in time, but I guess that life is forcing us to take a break. I just feel so alone and lost. Noel, I miss you and I'm going to miss our long talks on the phone and many times we spent staring at eachother and trying to think about what the other was thinking.