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Well, this is really weird... it makes no sense but it's interesting anyway. Well, last night was really weird. Luke stopped by my house last night to give me some pictures that he had before he left. We went for a ride and talked for a little bit. It was strange cause I just couldn't look at him. He kept touching my shoulder and stuff like he used to and it just was really weird. I know that he was only doing that to be nice and affectionate but still. But in any case, we talked and we hugged a lot which was nice. And when I left I gave him a kiss on the lips. I thought that that might be appropriate at the time. He told me that he was happy that we had our time together and that I would always be his brown eyed girl. It was nice. So that was that. Anyway, monday night to tuesday night was hell for me. I got home monday evening to find out that my mom had been denied a loan that was crucial to me attending Hofstra University. Without this whopping $15000 I would not be able to attend. So, ofcourse I was freaking out. It was already too late to try to go to any of the other schools that I had been accepted to with the exception of Lehman college which by the way, I received a full scholarship from so I wouldn't have to pay a cent but I would have to be living at home. I was so incredibly upset, crying for hours and I just didn't know what to do. I had already bought almost everything I needed for my dorm. What a disappointment it would have been if I had to go to another school only 1 and 1/2 weeks away from my move-in date. So anyway, finally yesterday morning my moma nd I called Hofstra University to find out if there were any alternate solutions. The woman on the phone gave us two phone numbers for alternative loans but I would need a co-signer. So, ofcourse I had to beg my dad and he finally gave in. So I quickly made the phone call and found out that second over the phone that I had been approved. YAY!!! My hell was over. Now I have money.