Aug 27, 2003 08:30
Ahhhhh, today is wednesday and I'm leaving in like 3 days. This is crazy... The day is finally coming. Yeah, so...All I've been doing is laundry which really sucks. I want to make sure that all of my clothes are sparlking clean for school but jesus I didn't realize how many clothes I actually own. it's rediculous. And I still have to do more laundry but I'm going to wait until thursday when leora comes over so that she can keep me company. i'm going to refrain from doing any manual labor today. i have to say goodbye to laura today and marco... I was so shocked yesterday when he called my cellie last night and asked to hang out with me...i really didn't think he was ever going to talk to me after the last conversation we had and the horrible email he sent me... i was so upset about that and i really didn't tell anyone but whatever...he's obviously not mad... oh, and i had sent him this sappy email apologizing for all the bullshit that i put him through and he hasn't even read it yet so that means that he called me all on his own and not because i wrote that email... i'm so happy...it's gonna be sad tho...oh and he said that he had something for me but it might not be ready by today... it's probably a cd... he always makes me cd's... i just wonder what kind of music is gonna be on it... the last one he made me had all these love songs on it to show how much he loves me and all that bullshit...it's probably gonna have "bye bye bye" by nsync on it...how appropriate... i think i'm gonna give him the song that i wrote for him... i've never once in my life finished the lyrics to a song and i've started many songs...the only thing is that i never wrote the music to it, i would have but then we broke up and i just didn't have the inspiration to do that... speaking of music, omg i haven't played my piano in forever... i should prob do that before i leave...ok ttyl