Master arrives tomorrow evening, (5:50PDT, but who's counting? Oh, right. Me.) and I am all atwitter. He will be here for TEN DAYS!!!!  I am soooooooo eager to see Him. I can barely contain myself. My longing to kneel to Him is a physical ache. I find myself going about my day and whispering outloud, "Master, Master, Master," over and over again. ( Read more... )

 I've gotten a few inquiries about my absence of late. That feels really wonderful. To be missed is really pleasant, though I wish the reasons behind my absence weren't so... so. I've had good reason for my silence ( Read more... )

 Discussions around the "gift of submission" have been popping up all over the place in my life, so I guess that means it is time to write about it.

One of the recent encounters was on a slave list that I subscribed to in the hopes of learning how to serve my Master more fully. The general feeling was that the concept was repugnant, as if somehow, ( Read more... )

 A very happy day to my new and dear friend trinityva. I hope you are celebrating in style with Monkey, honey. Have a glorious day in whatever way suits you.

:: blows noisemaker and adjusts party hat to a rakish tilt ::

 My Master is a warrior with the soul of a poet. He is stronger than anyone I've ever known, but can be so gentle, vulnerable, and loving with me. He is the perfect essence of masculinity. There is nothing false about Him. He is never a pose or a position. He just...  is ( Read more... )

Master left yesterday. It was a short visit, but a mighty one. I am more deeply His than ever. I am not really ready to talk about the specifics yet. I am absorbing. I know there is much to say, or there will be, or there should be... But I am needing to keep it to myself for a time, before I communicate it here.

but, you know.. HI. 

My desire is to belong wholly to my Master. I keep thinking that I am entirely His, and then finding that I can go deeper. I have been considering the mechanics of ownership and possession. I want to know what your experience has been, as it seems ALL of you have more experience than little noob me. *smile*

So...

I can think to give something to ( Read more... )

There is a lot of talk in the community about punishment. People even seem to have it codified... if I do X, Master gives me 3 smacks with a wooden paddle ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated. I am not perfect. I am an extremely haphazard person. I always have been. It's something I've struggled with my entire life, and even more as the single mom homeowner that I am. But usually, I just make things harder for myself, and don't generally affect other people adversely.

This all changes when Master comes into the ( Read more... )

Neither Master nor I has ever been in a D/s relationship before. I have never found a man who could dominate me, despite my nearly begging for it from previous partners. And on his part, his cultural conditioning to respect women did not include domination. We've been on a journey together, with this dynamic developing naturally between us. We have ( Read more... )