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times are changing
Strange to read the last entry I posted, it's been a long time since then and a lot has changed. Reading the sentiments of the last entry, I still feel all of that....but I feel that it's time for me to severe the romantic relationship that I have with Grant. I truly do love him; he is a wonderful man and person and so caring and smart and funny. ( Read more... ) -
Lord Granthem
I love Grant. And I'm really trying to figure out how that's gonna work out. Things lately have been sooooo good. After we had that big talk a while back, we've just been in love and it's been sunny and warm and we've spent so many mornings laying in bed, so many nights in each other's arms, it's just been perfect. Yesterday I mentioned Montauk to ( Read more... ) -
day in, day out
"Spinning my wheels" is like the tip of the iceberg. For like past few months, it's literally just been work, work, work, nonstop. I mean, I've been doing fun things in between working, but the constant, intense pace is definitely really starting to wear on me. I've been sick the past few days, like REALLY sick. I took two days off from Edible, ( Read more... ) -
spring is calling
I'm in a weird spot right now. I really didn't think I'd be living back in NF for more than a few months...now that it's already been 7ish months, I realize perhaps it's going to be a bit longer. And I don't hate it. At all, actually. I actually sort of really like it. So now that I have come to terms with that, I sort of had my heart set on the ( Read more... ) -
new start
Part of why I've been feeling so good lately is the whole "new beginning" of spring. As Mare said, the weather being warmer, the sun being out, being able to walk around and not want to die...lol. But also I've been doing a lot of spring cleaning. Going through stuff in my room, boxes from Nate and my apartment...It's weird but feels good to get ( Read more... ) -
so much sand gets into the world, we should all be motherfucking pearls
I haven't updated this in so fucking long but oh well, here goes ( Read more... ) -
goodbye is just a moment between two hellos
Packing up my apartment, to move back to Connecticut, back in with Mom and Dad ( Read more... ) -
noose is loosed around our necks, made of DNA, and every day it's growing tighter
So, it sounds a little bit lame, but I actually started reading one of Nate's "self-help" books. It's called Creating Your Best Life and I'm actually pretty into it so far. It's mostly about setting goals, finding out what really matters to you in life and how to go about getting that. It's cool because there are "exercises" to do, and like, that's ( Read more... ) -
new start
There is change in my bones and I'm not sure how much longer I can keep it at bay. I feel like running away, anywhere, I just want to go somewhere new and do new things and meet new people. I want to change my life. Now is the time for a new start.