Packing up my apartment, to move back to Connecticut, back in with Mom and Dad ( Read more... )

So much for updating more often, but it is what it is. Things have been pretty hard for me lately, I can't lie. I've been pretty depressed living here in Worcester--I just feel very cut off from my "real life." My old friends are so distant, my family is so distant, and I've just felt very alone and sort of trapped in a rut. Nate has been feeling ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated in so long! I've been working at Starbucks for close to a month now, and it's going alright. I'm still struggling with making drinks, but everything else is good and I like most of the people I work with. Other than that, things have been pretty boring, living at home, just chillin, but there are two things that inspired me ( Read more... )

I still cry about Ryan and you all the time. That might be weird, but literally, every LiveJournal entry I read about it, every time someone asks me about it, any time I am talking to Nate or Kat or Amy about it, I can't hold back the tears. I am in the library and just started sobbing reading your entry. I walked as quickly as I could down to the ( Read more... )

our faces are mirrors
you smile, i smile

“i’m infatuated” you say

our bodies fit like puzzle pieces
so right

which makes it so much worse when it’s wrong

our song is playing
and i'm singing those words just for you
you're the only one who can make me dance like that
you know

love is a funny thing
it’s a hard thing to wrap my head around

but as you wrap your ( Read more... )

Sometimes Nate confuses me so much. I feel like every time we reach a conclusion about some topic, we end up living the opposite of the conclusion. Nate didn't want to be labeled "boyfriend and girlfriend," which was fine with me, but eventually it just became silly to not think of us that way. There are other examples, but that's the only one I ( Read more... )