noose is loosed around our necks, made of DNA, and every day it's growing tighter
So, it sounds a little bit lame, but I actually started reading one of Nate's "self-help" books. It's called Creating Your Best Life and I'm actually pretty into it so far. It's mostly about setting goals, finding out what really matters to you in life and how to go about getting that. It's cool because there are "exercises" to do, and like, that's most of the book. So it's just a good way to put down in writing where I want to go and the pathways I see of getting there. I've been reading it for about 2 weeks, and so far it's been hard to really "stick" to the goals I've created for myself. I just feel so set in my ways in Worcester--somehow I know that getting out of here and doing workaway or WWOOFing would just make things better. I hate looking outside and seeing all there broken down, concrete, ugly buildings, out-of-business shops and restaurants, angry, lonely, mean people walking down my street, yelling, driving down my street, honking. I want to see wide open spaces and green green green. I want big blue skies and trees and birds and water and sea breeze. Time to go go go.