Lately Ive been feeling really... blessed... and almost spoiled in a sense. I felt really upset and sort of like I wasnt happy with my life, but I should wake up. Cause what is bad in my life? like, compared to most people, I have nothing at all to complain about and if I do complain I should be slapped. All my life Ive had it pretty good, and to ( Read more... )

Can I say I hate my life? I dont, but I do hate aspects of it. I hate how I always project what will happen and it doesnt. It gets me down sometimes. I wish I didnt go out tonight, just sitting here would have been nicer. I dont want to know more people, cause the more I know, the less I like, and the more I realize people are assholes. Too many ( Read more... )

I am so happy right now. Its all about the people, nothing more or less. I feel sometimes like I devote more attention to some than others, but overall im doing well with keeping my friends just as close to me as each one. I love all my friends. Its so strange to be home instead of in slo. I feel so relaxed and myself. In slo I have alot of fun, ( Read more... )

I have beat my semi addiction, if only for a day, but still, I did so fuck off. This week I have realized will suck in terms of all the work I have to do, but im sure Ill find plenty of time to not get too stressed out ( Read more... )

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Im so tired. And So bored. I cant keep doing the same thing day in day out. Crazy will I become. To live a life of repetition and devoid of human interaction and excitement. To be a box, in the dust, rusting and only creating an older version of what is already ( Read more... )

We've come a long way, and things are only just beginning. My life has ( Read more... )

The sounds of Nocturne in C-sharp Minor fill my soul and seem to block out all other inclinations of my mind. This weekend we drank heavily, and I can say honestly I dont regret a second of it. Although, I did spend half a day coming back to some sense of reality, it still worked ( Read more... )

So I wake up, go to math lab. Not bad, get alot done in a short amount of time. Today is so warm and nice out as well, so walking around campus was so relaxing and refreshing. I dont really have any agenda today so I was taking my time walking to the financial ad office, and then ran into my friend Danielle and her friend. They were walking around ( Read more... )

The more time I spend at college and just I suppose in general the older I get the more I discover and change. I really feel that I have changed and grown so much over the course of time I can't even remember. It was as if when I lost track of time, I aged an uncomprehendable amount. I have stepped out side myself and seen where I was and where I ( Read more... )