Oh, man, Im really not up for writting in this thing, but i figure i should since I never do. Weekends, bah, they fly past with no concern of mine. I want to sleep forever. I want to brake my shell into millions of pieces. I want a chance to start my own commune with no rules but what we all dictate. I want to actually get some decent grades for my ( Read more... )

We are all the genious and sub geniouses we aspire to be. No thought process is intangable or wrong. For through our own self awarness we can find peace in our lives. Through faith alone can one stand up and speak to others on a real level. Without faith in yourself, you only defeat who you are and all you have become. For too long have I seen the ( Read more... )

I finished my roll of film... soon, new pictures. Arnt you excited?! I know I am. I cant wait to see the beach trip we went on a few days ago. I wrote this poem to my sister tonight right before company came over, and I really like it ( Read more... )

Listening to music and writing is so difficult sometimes. I just want to write all these lyrics... only to go back in 2 seconds and realize they really dont make sense to many others beside myself. I must say, this has been one of the best christmas eve eve's ever. Been all over the place it seems. And seen all my favorite people.... well, almost ( Read more... )

To meet people and to scare myself away. I suppose in one respect I dont deserve another shot, and really not that I would strive for one. But, its odd how you never really intend to impress people in the ways you do. I really never thought she would like me, but just never really felt the whole relationship side of things. And I dont know, Nate ( Read more... )

All is set right. Strange how while I dont feel like I accomplish anything really when in napa, but I can relax to the extent that no matter what Im doing its nice. Went all weekend to monterey, fun stuff. Jaclyn got hit by a giant wave at the beach. I need to take more pictures so i can develope that one, it's definitly priceless ( Read more... )

Revert to the old beat up journal. I actually think now that this one is better. In rehtrospect, I was only sharing my ideas with one or two people on that other site. And I guess it doesnt really matter too much on audience... i suppose its nice to have a different change of pace of input ( Read more... )

I guess Ive stopped eating as much. Apparently Im loosing weight, and I already didnt weight a lot. Im not sure what it is about this place... it seems to make me slowly manically depressed from time to time. Maybe I just need to buy a better belt.

Today I remembered why I dont like my major. Once again, I have failed as a student, to study enough, even though I thought I could get by. The thing that really gets me though is how hard it seems I work to get my little grades, and then, how hard I have to work outside of class, be involved with clubs they say. Try and build your skills at home, ( Read more... )

Oh God damn, stupid, bah. I need people to talk to, rant at. I just read this article about computers, and new processors and that the only thing holding them back is that they couldnt just transition COSTLY stuff to the public. So, price determines the rate of our technological groth. But, who knows, maybe it makes sense... economies of scale. But ( Read more... )