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The sounds of Nocturne in C-sharp Minor fill my soul and seem to block out all other inclinations of my mind. This weekend we drank heavily, and I can say honestly I dont regret a second of it. Although, I did spend half a day coming back to some sense of reality, it still worked.
Something that seems to plague me more and more is my choice in friends and whom I surround myself with and what I portray and do for fun or a good time. I find that more and more, my good time seems to be what others call boring or monotonious and lame. That we should be out somewhere else looking for people and drinking at a party. And maybe they are right, and maybe I just havn't come to the understanding and bordom within this group of friends. Although I find that even back home we seem to all play the same video games and hang out in the same scenarios to some extent. While I cant compare people or conversations, some basic actions seem to preside over both groups. So I got to thinking, and I realized the only key element in both situations is myself. And they say, that the people you suround yourself with embody your personalities. And that each person describes a different part of yourself. So is my person these actions, and these different situations I find myself drawn to?
Gosh, my conversation with eddie seems to be making so much sense and sort of answering the question I was starting this journal entry with... and i dont even remember what it is. I think that is how you truley answer a question, when you forget the question and the answer is so clear it is on longer plaguing you and has become so much apart of your daily thought process it holds no relavence anymore. I think that last sentence was three in one.
Something that seems to plague me more and more is my choice in friends and whom I surround myself with and what I portray and do for fun or a good time. I find that more and more, my good time seems to be what others call boring or monotonious and lame. That we should be out somewhere else looking for people and drinking at a party. And maybe they are right, and maybe I just havn't come to the understanding and bordom within this group of friends. Although I find that even back home we seem to all play the same video games and hang out in the same scenarios to some extent. While I cant compare people or conversations, some basic actions seem to preside over both groups. So I got to thinking, and I realized the only key element in both situations is myself. And they say, that the people you suround yourself with embody your personalities. And that each person describes a different part of yourself. So is my person these actions, and these different situations I find myself drawn to?
Gosh, my conversation with eddie seems to be making so much sense and sort of answering the question I was starting this journal entry with... and i dont even remember what it is. I think that is how you truley answer a question, when you forget the question and the answer is so clear it is on longer plaguing you and has become so much apart of your daily thought process it holds no relavence anymore. I think that last sentence was three in one.