I am a daze. I am a star. I am a slave ( Read more... )

The amount of time I spend on this math is not nearly enough. School is tough, and especially doing all the homework in a timely fashion once you slack off for...2 weeks. I went on another hike tonight, I love hiking up to the moon tower. Its so nice to get away from our little living areas and go outside and see the city lights in all their glory ( Read more... )

So side stepping preliminary steps like evolution or theories from the bible and God, take a group of 20 to 100 people to start with, and we will build from there till now in history, society, interactions and reactions ( Read more... )

We were not ment to live like this, to think like this, to perform like this. You can not tell me that it is possible for me to get all As and lead a normal life in any regards to personal health. Not that I care to get all As, but...think of it...we just spent 2 hrs on one dynamics problem and got the right answer finally after working together ( Read more... )

you know, I dont rain on other peoples parades, they shouldnt rain on mine. Im so happy to be right where I am at all times, saying just what Im saying. Such joy and peace seem to transend all instances Im par-taking in, and if someone doesnt want to hear my little rant, then by all means, dont associate please.

Last night while jumping over a fence I realized I am exactly like my parents. It seems a few things I once thought impossible to be true about my parents have been told to me, and I just sort of came to this horribly terrifying truth that I am just playing out a life and their life was just as intense, dangerous, breaking and enteringing as mine. ( Read more... )

I really do love my life... only evolving up and up, bringing with me everything and leaving everything I dont. I ran into some guy here today who was in my junior math class at vintage and was really cool, a yr below me, but sort of felt like the same type of person I felt as then, the sort of outsider who didnt really mind. I wish I could ( Read more... )

I cant help but think that I am waiting for everything to start still.... like im working towards the next day. The more I learn of these physical properties and constraints the less I like it. Too many things are so defined on these fundamental physical laws. I really feel the lazy spirit inside of me that just wants to read my own books all day ( Read more... )

This break has been strange. I feel like ive had some fun times but overall felt too laid back and not saying whatever I feel like. I dont know, its not that I dont express myself to others, its that Im finding its not working and I can never find the words to say what Im thinking. I feel like I want to spend time with everyone at once, but at the ( Read more... )

Go to school, get good grades, join lots of clubs, be involved in your campus, talk to teachers, find as many different scholarships as you can, to get a good job, to earn money, to pay back school, to be able to work 60hrs a week and get 2 weeks vacation per yr. Work all summer, slaving over an internship, selling your life for money and ( Read more... )