and my wings shall carry me into the sky...through the mist of the clouds to the light that shines over my head, illuminating my soul and cleansing my dreams... I have a vision, a hope, of somethings of such beauty and such reverance, I pray that my hands may fullfill my mind, and create the very thing I hope for. time is always an issue, wanting ( Read more... )

to remember that this isn’t the way I always thought, that I once looked upon this existence with sadness for its lack of life and exuberance. Devoid of energy and lack of care and joy. with this I can no longer trust my mind in the current place and surroundings it perceives itself to be...so if there is no sense of trying I should act as a ( Read more... )

neeor's LJ stalker is lifeinabox1989!lifeinabox1989 is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also leaving anonymous abuse on your journal!

its not that I hate people, or that I crave to be alone. I don’t feel sad or depressed, I feel rather at peace. I don’t feel joyous though. I don’t know what to do any more. I float along in this strange existence. The work will define me, and the homework shall critique until I am nothing more then a test tube with a bank account. Interests, ( Read more... )

(  I recently went on a little walk downtown one friday night by myself, stopping in places and writting my thoughts. I was reading over it and decided...why not write it in this journal as well. )

I feel so old and so young at the same time. I find myself becoming more disconnected from my day to day activities, school and work seem to flow into one giant symphony of glory and I just float along thinking about the clouds ( Read more... )

MAD is the man who does not understand. To room this world with a pen in hand, to sit on the walls of corporate towers, to draw little pictures and make little flowers. For I have had a splended weekend. I took myself on all sorts of adventures, and when I woke Me suggested we escape this cave and kicked off to the ocean ( Read more... )

I have had the greatest weekend. I can't even begin to describe.... to do so would only to cast shadow over how awesome it truley was. I feel totally ontop of myself right now. I am in a great mood and I don't even know why ( Read more... )

Fear is everything to this country, its incredibly horrible. I feel sick to my stomach. Its not like Im just realizing this either, its that I keep on living in my own little life, too busy to worry about it. While this country may be something that has produced all sorts of freedoms, it was all done out of fear and scarying people into giving up ( Read more... )

Everytime I think of christ, or Jesus, or christians church the bible the old testiment! its like everything about religion seems so old to me. It all happened so long ago, hundreds even thousands of yrs ago. So I guess in my mind I think that how can something so ancient still be correct? or not correct ( Read more... )