we are only just beginning.

Mar 29, 2005 22:34

I cant help but think that I am waiting for everything to start still.... like im working towards the next day. The more I learn of these physical properties and constraints the less I like it. Too many things are so defined on these fundamental physical laws. I really feel the lazy spirit inside of me that just wants to read my own books all day and sit around making food, never putting any effort into the things im suppose to like school and a job. All my classes are specialized, and all of them feel like the same class. Engineering, how complicated can it really get? math and physics together at last, yet each class looking at different subsections of the same two generalized topics. And what are they teaching us? logic? deductive reasoning? Thats all kindergarden was ment to teach us.

I feel so dazed by my daily mind, i find myself day dreaming and then spend what seems like an eternity trying to think about what i just thought about for an entire hour. money is driving me crazy too. once you loose track of it whats the point in trying to make sense of it again. I guess Ill just try and spend as little as i can and see what happens.
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