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Heartsick
Only word I have.
Will write more later.
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(GT) I Really Hate This
So as we make our way to deal with DM's fuck up in Virginia, it has just now become apparent to me (as we pull off on an exit with no discernable signs for a Sheets, because he wants to stop at Sheets to pee and get coffee, and as I ask "Guessing this is a familiar exit?" he informs me this is where he usually calls me from, so a) oh that must be ( Read more... ) -
(GT) Letting Go vs. Giving Up
First of all, thank you Livejournal. I've honestly gotten past caring if anyone reads or responds, because I need the outlet either way and I've got no other place or way to do so. And while an acknowledgement someone is out there who cares would be lovely, it's moot. I have stuff I need to process, and absolutely no one on the planet who I can ( Read more... ) -
(GT) Happy Anniversary (I guess)
Which I literally just told DM to remember to say to Abbie on the phone (as he's just decided now is the time to call her, despite having gotten up hours before me on both of our days off). Because not only is today the anniversary of the day I finally met her face to face (thanks Facebook), it is also the 2nd anniversary of their first weekend ( Read more... ) -
(GT) An Apology and "Apostrophe" in the same post
First of all, for those who haven't just skipped over my whangsty posts over the past few months, thanks for your indulgence, your patience, for listening and for caring. I apologize if my using this forum for venting has been hard to listen to. I know it gets old (trust me, it gets old in here too, and you only get the tip of the iceberg, promise ( Read more... ) -
(GT) Hello (again) Darkness My Old Friend...
*funny I've heard the Disturbed version - which is my favorite, actually - of that song at least 3 or 4 times on the radio this week*
( Indulging in a bit of a wallow - feel free to pass over... ) -
(GT) *blink*
That moment when you realize your need for your mate to be your Dominant, at least in play, and the fact that the lack thereof is a Big Deal (and leaves you wanting to throw a two-year-old-size tantrum "but I don't WANNA find anybody else to play that role!" every time you think about it) probably stems from when your first husband couldn't be "the ( Read more... ) -
Smashing Plates (or feeling like it anyway) (GT)
Why am I so angry? -
"Thank you for dating a grown up."
Yeah, I said that tonight ( Read more... )