So, as I'm realizing now.... three of my friends are getting married within a couple weeks of each other. And I'm feeling a mixture of emotions ( Read more... )

So yeah, it's been a crazy three days. I can't believe they are done already. But they have been so full. I love just acting on impulse. It's crazy and bizarre for me, but it works ( Read more... )

Do you ever see something as so perfect that it will never break? Sure, you know in your heart that there's nothing that can ever be perfect. And sure, you see breaks in that perfect front. Yes, you know this, but you convince yourself that it is perfect ( Read more... )

I'm really scared. PLain and simple, I'm terrified. It's such a scary thing, really. The big "C" word. And on top of all of that, I keep thinking of how it must be on the receiving end. *sighs* I keep praying about it and putting it in God's hands. And I've been trying to be strong for him and all, but still..... it's not easy ( Read more... )

..things are always different. People annoy the hell out of me sometimes. I really get sick and tired of your pity party crap. But whatever... you will not bring me down ( Read more... )

So... since there have been a lot of happy posts lately, this one deserves to be a little down ( Read more... )

So, um, it's been awhile since I wrote, or maybe not. I don't remember. My computer's been broken and this keyboard is hard for me to type on. Plus, time has not allowed me. I worked a 12 hours the other day. It was crazy. But anyhow, I've had some realizations lately. About me and the world around me ( Read more... )

So yeah, I'm extremely annoyed at myself today. Not only did I have an ANNOYING day at work, everything turns to shit when I get home. My computer breaks (more money, which I DON'T HAVE) and the kids are rambunctious and I end up losing it and yelling at them. On top of that, my parents are having issues. I don't know. I try my hardest, to ( Read more... )

It's interesting, what I noticed about myself today. If I just let go, and not try to control what's happening, I'm happier. I don't stress out about stupid stuff ( Read more... )

It's funny how people surprise you, but you look again and they really don't ( Read more... )