Just watching
So, um, it's been awhile since I wrote, or maybe not. I don't remember. My computer's been broken and this keyboard is hard for me to type on. Plus, time has not allowed me. I worked a 12 hours the other day. It was crazy. But anyhow, I've had some realizations lately. About me and the world around me.
First of all, it's amazing what this summer is doing to me. Maybe other people aren't realizing or whatever, but it's for my own benefit. Just my willingness and non-stressed out about certain things. I was freaking out today, and then I just stopped and told myself to start looking for beautiful people. But that didn't help, until later, I found that person. And I just now realized it. I hope my confidence doesn't come across as annoying. I know I'm like that sometimes.
But my beautiful people of the week... I was not going to mention them, but no one reads this anyhow. Rodney, Abe, Christina, and Abby and then subtly, Odell.
But honestly, I don't have the energy to type it up right now. I just didn't want to forget that.
I've been trying.
My lyric of the past few days: "For you, I'd bleed myself dry"
First of all, it's amazing what this summer is doing to me. Maybe other people aren't realizing or whatever, but it's for my own benefit. Just my willingness and non-stressed out about certain things. I was freaking out today, and then I just stopped and told myself to start looking for beautiful people. But that didn't help, until later, I found that person. And I just now realized it. I hope my confidence doesn't come across as annoying. I know I'm like that sometimes.
But my beautiful people of the week... I was not going to mention them, but no one reads this anyhow. Rodney, Abe, Christina, and Abby and then subtly, Odell.
But honestly, I don't have the energy to type it up right now. I just didn't want to forget that.
I've been trying.
My lyric of the past few days: "For you, I'd bleed myself dry"