You're always on my mind....
So yeah, it's been a crazy three days. I can't believe they are done already. But they have been so full. I love just acting on impulse. It's crazy and bizarre for me, but it works.
So there's been two issues on my mind today, one of which I can't talk about. But I hate how sometimes I'm willing to be blinded by something so stupid and let it cloud my judgement. And I'm wondering if that's what's happening in my case. Or am I really have hope for something? I don't know. Stupid feelings.
And then the other thing... I'm just tired of being mad. It takes up too much of my energy being mad. So I'm making my peace. Mostly it's within me. But I'm done with this drama. It's ridiculous.
I had more I had planned to say. But I need to get some sleep.
"You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed,
With a single pillow underneath your single head.
I guess you decided that that old queen was more space than you would need.
Now it's in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it's free.
And I hope you have more luck with this than me.
You used to think that someone would come along,
And lay beside you in a space that they belong.
But the other side of the mattress and box springs stayed like new.
What's the point of holding onto what never gets used?"
p.s. a genius with lyrics, i might add.
:.:. Bee .:.:
So there's been two issues on my mind today, one of which I can't talk about. But I hate how sometimes I'm willing to be blinded by something so stupid and let it cloud my judgement. And I'm wondering if that's what's happening in my case. Or am I really have hope for something? I don't know. Stupid feelings.
And then the other thing... I'm just tired of being mad. It takes up too much of my energy being mad. So I'm making my peace. Mostly it's within me. But I'm done with this drama. It's ridiculous.
I had more I had planned to say. But I need to get some sleep.
"You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed,
With a single pillow underneath your single head.
I guess you decided that that old queen was more space than you would need.
Now it's in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it's free.
And I hope you have more luck with this than me.
You used to think that someone would come along,
And lay beside you in a space that they belong.
But the other side of the mattress and box springs stayed like new.
What's the point of holding onto what never gets used?"
p.s. a genius with lyrics, i might add.
:.:. Bee .:.: