Crap. I am still sick, I dont want to go to class, and I feel really bad...for some reason. It kinda feels like pitty, or maybe guilt...I dont know what for though, so I'm really confused. I guess I'm going to show this weekend, but I dont think I'm good enough to. I dont want to look bad, expecially cuz I guess I am supposed to be in this 13B ( Read more... )

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ok, so I know how to ride a horse....i know i do...but fuck! totally over estimated myself. There's all these terms that I have no fucking clue what they mean....and I ask again, whats so wring with using one hand, instead of two? I got so confused, and befumbled because I dont know what these terms mean and I learned how to ride 1 handed not two. ( Read more... )

So, I feel off right now. I got back from l.a....wait, lets start with friday ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at work again, I get to leave for reno right after I get off. I decided to spend the night with qui so we can leave early in the morning from reno. I cant wait till we road trip it tomorrow. It's going to be a lot of fun, I hope ( Read more... )

Again, I have nothing to do, so I think I'll just babble for awhile ( Read more... )

So, I guess everything is going ok. Me and Jason are doing great, I think. We stayed up till like 1 in the morning talking last night, it was really nice. Even though we weren't talking about anything at all, just pointless deliriums that kept me laughing ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to get something off my chest, but then again, I really dont know what it is! I am just having one of those awful feeling days. I know what is the source of it, but I dont know how to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

It will happen eventually, I should get out of it. But, I cant make myself....I care WAY too much to do that. I dont know what's going on right now, all I know is that I promised I would never get jeolous, and what am I feeling right now? JEOLOUSY!!!! Is it this easy to be this fucking stupid? I should crawl into my hole now, just assume the fetal ( Read more... )

how could I feel this way? I am the bitch now, I dont know how it happened but now I am the bitch that is competition for her. I dont know if she hates me, but I do know it hurts her to see us together. Gerr, I really dont want to be the person that has everything she wants. Or maybe she doesn't want it, who knows, all I know is that I dont like ( Read more... )