Nov 14, 2004 17:09
ok, so I know how to ride a horse....i know i do...but fuck! totally over estimated myself. There's all these terms that I have no fucking clue what they mean....and I ask again, whats so wring with using one hand, instead of two? I got so confused, and befumbled because I dont know what these terms mean and I learned how to ride 1 handed not two. K so, a disapointment to myself, and prolly one to liz too. I am going to stick it out, but when you get used to cattle drives and breaking horses, its really hard to be one of those foofy, bouncy, bubbly riders. K, just gonna shut up now. I am really pissed at myself for being such a disapointment.
and I am sick....
and bored....
sniff, sniff
~teenie~
Post script: It happened, I didn't want it to, but it did...fuck all the bull shit! and another one bytes the dust.