Ok, I wanted to go to bed really early last night like around 10, but my room mate kept me up and for some unknown reason I had this really big feeling of axiety. I didn't get to sleep till around 3:30 and then I woke up at 7, wtf. I should have just stayed with jason last night, at least then I would have gotten some sleep ( Read more... )

I've recently been watching Sex and the city season four, and I know it sounds really bad, but it made me realize something. There was an episode where one of their friends got cancer....and they all cried and tried to help and blah blah blah. At the end of that episode she said something along the lines of "I'm glad I have my friends so I dont ( Read more... )

So, Thank you to Liz for trying so hard to get Jon to want to keep Jazz for me. But my time is up. She called me last night and said she was going to speek to a lawyer today. I have no choice but to sell her ( Read more... )

I guess that maybe liz will be convincing Jon to house jazz for me. I just need to figure out what I am going to do with her for christmas break. Like I said before I cant take her with me to my dad's...so that's out of the question. But I thought maybe my sister? just for the winter break ( Read more... )

it started out ok. I got to have jazz with me last night and it was great having her near me agian. Sometimes you just underestimate the presents of a dog ( Read more... )

....but I feel wierd. I am spending the weekend in Vegas with J. Its fun, we are suposed to hang out with some of his freinds tonight, we'll see how that goes. I got a new CD today...India.Arie....I love her, she has some of the best songs ever. I love all that bluesy R&B stuff ( Read more... )

I dont really feel all that much like updating this thing but since I have nothing better to do...might as well ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, came back to my dormroom and grabbed my book before heading to the doctor. I was happy up untill I got to his office. First, he stuck the needle in too far and bruised my arm, then I passed out for about 5 minuts during the treatment, for some unknown reason...then I ad to lie to him and tell him that someone was picking me ( Read more... )

I dont know weather to be desturbed or angry right now. How is it that the me about 8 months ago, is soooo different from the me now? 8 months ago, I prolly would have been really upset and gone off on jason about some stupid stuff during his L.A. trip. Aparently he slept in the same bed with another girl...no sex... just sleep. When he told me I ( Read more... )

I'm just procrastinating writing yet ANOTHER fing paper. It seems thats all I'm doing these days. just writing papers. Which I guess is ok, it's just kind of hard to concentrate and write about shit that means absolutely dick to me. EQUESTRATE! at least I think that's the odd word liz fumbled out last night. It was odd....and I've decided to use it ( Read more... )