I've decided...
So, Thank you to Liz for trying so hard to get Jon to want to keep Jazz for me. But my time is up. She called me last night and said she was going to speek to a lawyer today. I have no choice but to sell her.
Sure I lose my daughter, but at least I will have money for next semester....
I stayed up until 5 this morning, just crying. How could someone be so cruel as to take my dog away? Just lying there in bed crying I wish she was with me. I'm going to miss her soooooo much.
Is there anything left to be happy for? I mean really truly undyingly happy for? yes, I'm happy I have Jason, but that is a new development in my life. Jazz was one of my only constants.
I just had another treatment this morning, and when I was already going off of next to no sleep, all I want to do is crawl into bed. Before I even left the diagnostics center, I started heaving up stomach acid....and let me tell you....it's not fun. Why does almost everything in my life seem so off and wrong? Nothing goes the way I want it to anymore. Everything seems to be baring down on me....willing me to give up...maybe I should just go with it. Oh well, enough depressing rants.
Someone just hold me.
Sure I lose my daughter, but at least I will have money for next semester....
I stayed up until 5 this morning, just crying. How could someone be so cruel as to take my dog away? Just lying there in bed crying I wish she was with me. I'm going to miss her soooooo much.
Is there anything left to be happy for? I mean really truly undyingly happy for? yes, I'm happy I have Jason, but that is a new development in my life. Jazz was one of my only constants.
I just had another treatment this morning, and when I was already going off of next to no sleep, all I want to do is crawl into bed. Before I even left the diagnostics center, I started heaving up stomach acid....and let me tell you....it's not fun. Why does almost everything in my life seem so off and wrong? Nothing goes the way I want it to anymore. Everything seems to be baring down on me....willing me to give up...maybe I should just go with it. Oh well, enough depressing rants.
Someone just hold me.