I know I really shouldn't be writing all this in here, seeing as how he reads this but I need to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

I'm working right now, I dont want to be working but, kinda have to if I want to pay my bills. I want to go back to bed ( Read more... )

ya, anyway, having a really bad day. I called dad to see how his train trip was and the first thing he does is get angry with me for not makin gthe guest bed and for taking the person that was watching their house to my sisters, or as he would call it "the shallow end of the geane pool ( Read more... )

I went out on a limb, and have done something I think is really stupid on my part. I hope I really dont get myself into trouble again. I cant deal with it.

He's just sooooo gorgious and charming!

I had to stop by Mine and KC's old appartment today (the one he still lives in) to get some of my stuff that I left behind. I told him that I would go while he was at work so I didn't have to see him, and I did. But walking in that appartment was horrible. I miss him so much, it brought flooding memories back that I would prefer weren't there. I am ( Read more... )

So, here I am minding my own business last night doing my homework, and I get a random IM from a DJ Reality.....ok? souded familiar but I couldn't figure it out ( Read more... )

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So, here I am sitting, bored. Nothing to do, all my homework is done. I need a boy toy, I need a guy that I can get attention, ehem, from and no obligations. See there is one guy, but he's never around when I want him to be. He's always off doing something or another. I think my biggest thing, is the fact that I need some kind of a rebound scank. ( Read more... )

so yeah, same guy....he gets all mad at me because he thinks I am avoiding him...and now everytime I stop to talk to him, he doesn't seem to want to talk to me, what the hell! boys are stupid. I give up, I am joining the he-man man haters club, and staying there. They are worthless beings that no matter what you do you cant please them. God damn it ( Read more... )

So I met this guy, he lives accross the hall from me, and I slept in his room the last 2 nights. But, I think he doesn't really like me so I back off. Next thing I know He's mad at me and thinks I'm avoiding him. huh? ok, well I dont want to make him uncomfortable, and i give the guy some space, Like most guys want, and he gets mad. I dont ( Read more... )