I havent ever really had a song with someone i was seeing ... i had many that i liked or they liked but this time i found one that we both feel is US.... i saw it performed teh other day on the CMT channel ( i know michael on CMT what ... ) and i cried knowng that is how i felt ( Read more... )

so many thoughts in my head ( Read more... )

my random mind drifts and wanders all over the place ... there is a disconnect ... poeple are so odd these days ... they truly are in ways i never thought possible ( Read more... )

i lost something earlier this year ... i have thought long and hard about that and realize now what it was ... HOPE ( Read more... )

funny hwo you get wisdom fomr the strangest places ... waking up and watching forrest gump at 3.30am and i got those word ( Read more... )

i am worn out ... i am tired of bars, gay culture, judgement, pain, and hurt ( Read more... )

life is full of surprises ( Read more... )

RELATIONSHIPS -- are funny things to me ... one day someone is there and you think about them and how they are and then something, anything changes and it ends ... it is odd ... they just simply write you outta of their life ... today i was trying to contact someone and they sem to have written me out of thier life ... i find that so odd in this ( Read more... )

today i found out someone that i consider very close to me is quiting his business and moving ... and i texted a mutual freind... he told me of the closure he had with this person ... IT HIT ME LIKE A LIGHTNING BOLT ( Read more... )

i never thnought i would feel this way ... i am getting worn to the bone with people with the simple plain existance ... i am done with trying i am working my way towards the newest beginning ... i know i am known as the open one the one that is simply upfront and unabashedly honest well no more ( Read more... )