a window will close ... and a new one will open
life is full of surprises ...
tonight i just ended a phone call that has now forever changed me ...i was apologized to and i apoligized .. i cried and it was ok ... i now have closure and i need that so bad ... i am seeing that more and more .. a bit of sadness mixed with happiness ...
i have had a couple of weeks that have really surprised me .. i fnd that i am learning to let go of the pain a bit ... and to find a new middle ground ... i am finding i am letting go of so many things at this point ... i am so scared of getting hurt and such that i have put up a wall so high i think i have even forgotten what i am wanting and looking for ... and now i see something that is before me and it is looking good ... so tonight i am closing a door and opening another ...
i am letting this wall be broken down ... a little bit brick by brick ... and i am ready to patient and see how it all turns out ... i am ready to take in more light ... cloase a door and open a new one ...
for my new open door i have this to offer...
SWEET SURRENDER
by sarah mclachlan
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home
and sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
you take me in
no questions asked
you strip away the ugliness
that surrounds me
are you an angel
am I already that gone
I only hope
that I won't disappoint you
when I'm down here
on my knees
and sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
and I don't understand
by the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
oh I miss everything
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I left behind me
is a cold room
to the door i am closing and healing ... i offer you these words ...
COOL
by Gwen Stefani
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now U found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
tonight i just ended a phone call that has now forever changed me ...i was apologized to and i apoligized .. i cried and it was ok ... i now have closure and i need that so bad ... i am seeing that more and more .. a bit of sadness mixed with happiness ...
i have had a couple of weeks that have really surprised me .. i fnd that i am learning to let go of the pain a bit ... and to find a new middle ground ... i am finding i am letting go of so many things at this point ... i am so scared of getting hurt and such that i have put up a wall so high i think i have even forgotten what i am wanting and looking for ... and now i see something that is before me and it is looking good ... so tonight i am closing a door and opening another ...
i am letting this wall be broken down ... a little bit brick by brick ... and i am ready to patient and see how it all turns out ... i am ready to take in more light ... cloase a door and open a new one ...
for my new open door i have this to offer...
SWEET SURRENDER
by sarah mclachlan
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home
and sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
you take me in
no questions asked
you strip away the ugliness
that surrounds me
are you an angel
am I already that gone
I only hope
that I won't disappoint you
when I'm down here
on my knees
and sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
and I don't understand
by the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
oh I miss everything
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I left behind me
is a cold room
to the door i am closing and healing ... i offer you these words ...
COOL
by Gwen Stefani
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now U found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool