lost yet ... forgotten
RELATIONSHIPS -- are funny things to me ... one day someone is there and you think about them and how they are and then something, anything changes and it ends ... it is odd ... they just simply write you outta of their life ... today i was trying to contact someone and they sem to have written me out of thier life ... i find that so odd in this day and age .. they take you off lists dont answer calls and it is as if they delete you from thier life ... it is so odd ...
at the same time someone you watch form afar can enter your life and seem like someone you hsould have know for a life time ... hope is expounded and fear is there ,.. yet a calmness ...
i truly believe i am on the verge of something new and bold in my life ... i am still a bit apprehensive but i look forward to the adventure ...
i hope as i work to hold myself together i will be able to consider the upward swing and not be hurt by the ones i have cared for yet forgotten ...
here is to the new phoenix
at the same time someone you watch form afar can enter your life and seem like someone you hsould have know for a life time ... hope is expounded and fear is there ,.. yet a calmness ...
i truly believe i am on the verge of something new and bold in my life ... i am still a bit apprehensive but i look forward to the adventure ...
i hope as i work to hold myself together i will be able to consider the upward swing and not be hurt by the ones i have cared for yet forgotten ...
here is to the new phoenix