a hopeful dawn...
i lost something earlier this year ... i have thought long and hard about that and realize now what it was ... HOPE ...
after a long time of pain and a lifetime of wants and needs i lost hope that there were decent poeple out there ... u have "dated" for lack of a better word a few guys only to question the strength and integrity of a persons word... i have seen a side of poeple that is selfish and uncaring... seen pople disappear after promising to be there for more than just the present ...
well today in an epiphanous moment ... it hit me ... there are signs all aorund me showing me that hope is still there ...
the most present hope in my life is sleeping next to me at the moment ... i have had a amazing bouts of insomnia...yet this amazing man i call my boyfriend sits lays next to me curled up with my pup... i have a little family and it brings me hope of the future ... i have been so scared to accept that there are decent people in this world... then CHRIS entered this shell that was left of my life ... i have a glimpse of my future and it looks amazing ...
i have also found much hope by just keeping an eye on what i want and what life has to offer me ... i just found out a freind that does a service on thanksgiving on xmas that i never knew about ... a totally selfless act ...
i think that the world is a hopeful place and i am not ready to give up yet ... the negativity at work, the negative air that exists will not eat at me anymore ... i cant let it ... i stopped taking my anti anxiety a couple weeks ago and it has had amaizing effects ... what a clear head i have had as of late ...
i am also working on way to heal ... CHRIS teaches me more and more everyday that healing is good and by being with someone you truly love that healing can be achieved ... the world is a grea place and i am thankful to be in it ...
as always casey says it best ...
Dawn
by Casey Stratton
Brightness holds me/I breathe again
Oneness finds me/Open and worth a try
Give me a sign
Bring me to life
I feel it/I know this
I've painted this skyline
I hear you/I'm near you
Let's give this a try
Don't paint me out of your life
Dawn breaks/The day wakes
I feel hope again/Maybe It can be
I don't recall what was said
Just give me your heart
I can play this part
I can't wait
I want it now
Hear what I am saying
See the trees swaying
Feel the breeze praying
after a long time of pain and a lifetime of wants and needs i lost hope that there were decent poeple out there ... u have "dated" for lack of a better word a few guys only to question the strength and integrity of a persons word... i have seen a side of poeple that is selfish and uncaring... seen pople disappear after promising to be there for more than just the present ...
well today in an epiphanous moment ... it hit me ... there are signs all aorund me showing me that hope is still there ...
the most present hope in my life is sleeping next to me at the moment ... i have had a amazing bouts of insomnia...yet this amazing man i call my boyfriend sits lays next to me curled up with my pup... i have a little family and it brings me hope of the future ... i have been so scared to accept that there are decent people in this world... then CHRIS entered this shell that was left of my life ... i have a glimpse of my future and it looks amazing ...
i have also found much hope by just keeping an eye on what i want and what life has to offer me ... i just found out a freind that does a service on thanksgiving on xmas that i never knew about ... a totally selfless act ...
i think that the world is a hopeful place and i am not ready to give up yet ... the negativity at work, the negative air that exists will not eat at me anymore ... i cant let it ... i stopped taking my anti anxiety a couple weeks ago and it has had amaizing effects ... what a clear head i have had as of late ...
i am also working on way to heal ... CHRIS teaches me more and more everyday that healing is good and by being with someone you truly love that healing can be achieved ... the world is a grea place and i am thankful to be in it ...
as always casey says it best ...
Dawn
by Casey Stratton
Brightness holds me/I breathe again
Oneness finds me/Open and worth a try
Give me a sign
Bring me to life
I feel it/I know this
I've painted this skyline
I hear you/I'm near you
Let's give this a try
Don't paint me out of your life
Dawn breaks/The day wakes
I feel hope again/Maybe It can be
I don't recall what was said
Just give me your heart
I can play this part
I can't wait
I want it now
Hear what I am saying
See the trees swaying
Feel the breeze praying