sometimes there are not enough rocks ...
funny hwo you get wisdom fomr the strangest places ... waking up and watching forrest gump at 3.30am and i got those word ...
sometimes there are not enough rocks...
i have felt sick, jubilant, happy, scared... October is such a hard time for me ... i dont know why ... now i am not sure what the future holds ... it seems that what i want is so hard to find ... peace ... i have been focusing more and more on the inside of it all ... i have found that i am wanting life to be the way it was years ago ... except adding Chris in the mix...
i miss my best freinds ... the ones far away, the ones close that harm themselves and blame others, the ones i know manipulate ....i have found it is time to move to a new place in my life and that means some new people ... some need to be pushed aside and there needs to be changes ... a new motto ... NO MORE HURT...that means there will more weeding out ... the poeple who i know i can trust and be a part of my life willbe here ...
there sometimes there are not enough rocks to throw at the pain ... not enough to pass around ... but for now there is me and that means way moer to my life than anything else ...
to those who are here for me and continue to support me thank you ... youw ill never know how much you mean and particularly one person ... who i can now say that i love ...
sometimes there are not enough rocks...
i have felt sick, jubilant, happy, scared... October is such a hard time for me ... i dont know why ... now i am not sure what the future holds ... it seems that what i want is so hard to find ... peace ... i have been focusing more and more on the inside of it all ... i have found that i am wanting life to be the way it was years ago ... except adding Chris in the mix...
i miss my best freinds ... the ones far away, the ones close that harm themselves and blame others, the ones i know manipulate ....i have found it is time to move to a new place in my life and that means some new people ... some need to be pushed aside and there needs to be changes ... a new motto ... NO MORE HURT...that means there will more weeding out ... the poeple who i know i can trust and be a part of my life willbe here ...
there sometimes there are not enough rocks to throw at the pain ... not enough to pass around ... but for now there is me and that means way moer to my life than anything else ...
to those who are here for me and continue to support me thank you ... youw ill never know how much you mean and particularly one person ... who i can now say that i love ...