it feels like it's 1986 again

people are apathetic about their government

the sitting duck president is a republican conservative who is about to lose his hold on congress

and it seems safe to say with now 5 people i know infected this year, HIV / AIDS has again become a silent epidemic

my friend joe found out he was infected today

i give up

so i got over my obsessive and defeatist mode long enough to plug my phone in the right way and make some calls ( Read more... )

so this is the kind of shit that just seems to snowball and make me feel even more stupid and irresponsible and like i am just not going to be able to get anything right ( Read more... )

so i left work in tears last night ( Read more... )

So the day started off interestingly enough ( Read more... )

So now it's officially official. I have an axis 1 diagnosis ( Read more... )

so my attempts to overcompensate for my depression and force myself to get out and do things has at this point left me double booked and overwhelmed. i forgot i have therapy tomorrow at 1 when i made lunch plans, and i also have dinner plans tomorrow, as well as a long list of things that i want to get accomplished on my two days off, but somehow ( Read more... )

so the guy i was going to meet last night blew me off. oh well ( Read more... )

so yes...i'm clinically depressed. go me ( Read more... )

why is it that whenever i plan a party i always get this horrible feeling that i forgot something really important?

one hour to go until start time...then again there's always gay standard time...guess that means i still have enough time to clean up and take a shower before anybody gets here...