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so my attempts to overcompensate for my depression and force myself to get out and do things has at this point left me double booked and overwhelmed. i forgot i have therapy tomorrow at 1 when i made lunch plans, and i also have dinner plans tomorrow, as well as a long list of things that i want to get accomplished on my two days off, but somehow all planned or scheduled ffor tomorrow. plan of attack: get done what i can tomorrow, call my lunch folk in the morning and go over there earlier oor perhaps after therapy depending, and use my nighttime hours after dinner to try and be productive in the agonizing task of getting myself moved upstairs.
i used to thrive on stress and figuring out how to make my natural ability to overextend work in a positive direction. i still haven't pinned down if it's my old age or my depression that is making these old habits seem so disturbing and paralyzing...
i used to thrive on stress and figuring out how to make my natural ability to overextend work in a positive direction. i still haven't pinned down if it's my old age or my depression that is making these old habits seem so disturbing and paralyzing...