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I hate my job!! I hate my boss ( Read more... ) -
Is this Life?
Is this life? Is thins all there is? Is this all that life truely is about? The same routine, day in and day out? Where's the fun, the action, where is the damn happiness ( Read more... ) -
I think I'm depressed.
I like I'm hitting a low point. I hate summer, I'm feeling lonely, I'm worried about my future, etc. I envy anyone with a family and I always look in the mirror hating what I see. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate that I'm fat, I hate that I can't be normal. I have so many psychological problems, that I don't even know how I can have a ( Read more... ) -
People SUCK!!!
Ok, I work at a gas station; at night. I deal with people and money.. not a great combo. Now I have to do day breaks where I basically break the computer for the day and cash out the drawer and print the records for the day ( Read more... ) -
Father's Day.
On days like this, those who have no Father to celebrate morn and despair. We miss or long for that which we no longer have ( Read more... ) -
Am I normal?
Suicidal. I feel like that at least once a week. It mostly happens when I'm sitting in my room.. in the dark. My mind starts racing.. the what ifs'. What if I can't make something of myself? What if I let my mother down.
There are times I look in the mirror, and I just want to break it. I see my faces and all I see are flaws. I see no beauty, ( Read more... ) -
I HATE PEOPLE!!!
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... ) -
WAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!
I just got the best news this Sunday. Sunday afternoon while I was foraging in the kitchen and I starting talking about my classes and what I need to finish to try and get accepted into Pepperdine and complaining about the usual, and my mom mentioned investment and how a co-worker of hers invests and I asked if I should ask her for help so I could ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, now I'm getting more depressed. I just ran into a old friend from high school, and she is married and has a little boy. She seemed so happy and her son was so cute and smart for his age. And she is at least 21. And here I am, still living at home, going to school, still looking for a man, still a virgin(which I'm not ashamed of cause I'm ( Read more... )