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013. so i've moved on
Basically to youtube ( Read more... ) -
010. she's beautiful, you know?
In every single way. The way she tilts her head in her photos, the way her eyes captivate me for ages, the way her smile causes me to melt on sight. Her lips are always so red...so full...so kissable. Every time I see her I just want to run up to her and hug her, kiss her, tell her that I'm still here. That I still care ( Read more... ) -
009. sleepy...
1:08 AM...Sleep...I should sleep...My dad's pissed at me and I'm not entirely sure what I did wrong. I never really am with that man. Scares me the possibility of turning into him is still there with my anger issues and whatnot. Erg. Not good. It's not that he's mad that pisses me off, it's that he won't tell me why. Like he just expects me to ( Read more... ) -
008. my gums feel strange
I got my braces off today. Apparently I've got issues with my gums and they feel all weird. D: So do my teeth, but in a good way. I'm glad they're off but ughhh stupid gums. I hope I can get this fixed soon. It's rather uncomfortable.
ANYWAY.
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007. duval street, one day i'll come back
Key West, Florida is officially my new favorite place on the planet. It used to be Bournemouth, England, but...this is so much better ( Read more... ) -
006. won't be here
I'm going to the keys this week, so I won't be updating or anything ( Read more... ) -
005. someone else found out
He's trying to tell me that I'm not, that I don't understand what it's like to be a guy, don't understand the physical differences and whatnot. This is another reason I don't like telling people. They try to tell me I'm not ( Read more... ) -
004. more prominent feelings
It seems as if every day I go through now I realize more and more just how much I need to be a boy. I'm literally sick right now with depression about it. I can't tell anyone. Ever. I really can't. I'm not going to, no matter what. I'm just so sad, though. It's unreal...I've never been like this about it. I don't know. Maybe I'm still in the "just ( Read more... ) -
003. spiderman was having me for dinner tonight ♥
I was SO close to telling one of my friends today about the recent confusion and turmoil I've been going through. SO close, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I hinted at it various times, but I've always done stuff like that, really, so of course he's not suspecting anything. He's leaving for Texas for the whole summer on Sunday too. I don't ( Read more... )
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