It seems as if every day I go through now I realize more and more just how much I need to be a boy. I'm literally sick right now with depression about it. I can't tell anyone. Ever. I really can't. I'm not going to, no matter what. I'm just so sad, though. It's unreal...I've never been like this about it. I don't know. Maybe I'm still in the "just ( Read more... )