009. sleepy...
1:08 AM...Sleep...I should sleep...My dad's pissed at me and I'm not entirely sure what I did wrong. I never really am with that man. Scares me the possibility of turning into him is still there with my anger issues and whatnot. Erg. Not good. It's not that he's mad that pisses me off, it's that he won't tell me why. Like he just expects me to somehow read his goddamn mind and find out what's wrong. Really annoying, you know? I suppose I can't FULLY turn into him then. When something's bugging me, I let whoever it involves know that it's bugging me.
Happier subject:
Er...I'm reading Midnight Sun. Originally I wasn't going to because it wasn't finished and I didn't wanna read it if it wasn't finished, but my friend convinced me today to read it, and I love it so far! What I love about it, is that it explains SO much. For example, you know when Edward randomly left in the beginning for a few days? He was afraid of killing Bella, so he went off somewhere else. I couldn't really make sense of the scene but I'm sure I will once I get further into it, unless that's explained in the unfinished part. I hope not. I wanna know. It's great, though, really. I mean I'm not one of those like creepy obsessive fanboys or whatever, but I do enjoy the series, ridiculously overrated as it is. The only thing I don't like is it's causing me to possibly transfer to Team Edward.
I DUN WANNA. D:
Team Jacob ftw. Always. No, I'm not gay. Not...all the way.
I think I'll go to bed after this. I'm getting rather sleepy. Probably cause of the random down mood my dad threw on me. Erg. Ass. I don't understand that man, honestly, nor anything he does. The only way we ever relate anymore is through music, and even that is sort of fading as my taste expands. Whatever. It doesn't bug me as much as it used to.
Damn, I tried to get on happier subjects but I ended up on sad ones again. Okay, need to end this on a happy note. Er...
Oh I don't know what else to put. I'm just so down right now. I can't think of many happy things. I think sleep will be good for me. I'll wake up feeling better tomorrow, my friend will come over and I'll sell her the skirts, I schedule the damn haircut, and I'll feel loads better.
I hope...
Happier subject:
Er...I'm reading Midnight Sun. Originally I wasn't going to because it wasn't finished and I didn't wanna read it if it wasn't finished, but my friend convinced me today to read it, and I love it so far! What I love about it, is that it explains SO much. For example, you know when Edward randomly left in the beginning for a few days? He was afraid of killing Bella, so he went off somewhere else. I couldn't really make sense of the scene but I'm sure I will once I get further into it, unless that's explained in the unfinished part. I hope not. I wanna know. It's great, though, really. I mean I'm not one of those like creepy obsessive fanboys or whatever, but I do enjoy the series, ridiculously overrated as it is. The only thing I don't like is it's causing me to possibly transfer to Team Edward.
I DUN WANNA. D:
Team Jacob ftw. Always. No, I'm not gay. Not...all the way.
I think I'll go to bed after this. I'm getting rather sleepy. Probably cause of the random down mood my dad threw on me. Erg. Ass. I don't understand that man, honestly, nor anything he does. The only way we ever relate anymore is through music, and even that is sort of fading as my taste expands. Whatever. It doesn't bug me as much as it used to.
Damn, I tried to get on happier subjects but I ended up on sad ones again. Okay, need to end this on a happy note. Er...
Oh I don't know what else to put. I'm just so down right now. I can't think of many happy things. I think sleep will be good for me. I'll wake up feeling better tomorrow, my friend will come over and I'll sell her the skirts, I schedule the damn haircut, and I'll feel loads better.
I hope...