006. won't be here
I'm going to the keys this week, so I won't be updating or anything.
I thought I'd give a quick update now, though.
Updated list of people who know:
Brittany (Kirk's preferred name)
Sam
Ana
I told Ana last night. She's my best friend ever, but it was still difficult telling her. She then proceeded to say how she already knew and was wondering when the hell I was going to tell her. I just, "LOL, am I really that obvious? ;___;"
Sam's accepted it. Apparently there's a Men's Warehouse nearby his house, so he and I some time next week when I'm back from the keys are gonna go in and he'll be all, "We need to find some nice clothing for this young man."
I was like, "HAHA, YES!!!"
Brittany calls me Chester now, too, along with referring to me with male pronouns. I dated Ana at one point and she was worried that she was actually straight because I'm the only girl she ever had any feelings for other than, "OMG SHE'S HOT." I then was like, "But Ana, I'm actually a boy...so maybe you are straight?" and she's all, "OH GOD I DON'T KNOW NOW." XD
All in all, a lot better results than I thought there'd be. Of course, they keep encouraging me to tell my parents so I can get therapy and all that, but I figure I'll survive as long as at least they know and I make SOME attempt at passing. I can't be too obvious around my parents and other friends, but around them, I'll just be myself. A typical dude.
My goal now is to grow enough balls (pun COMPLETELY intended) to wear men's dress shirt and pants to homecoming next year. I'm making it so that if I'm not able to do it, I'm not going to go. What? You really think I'm gonna go in a dress? LOLNO. I either go in boy's dress clothes or I don't go at all. And the theme is going to be rave club, so I absolutely MUST go!
Things are looking up as of right now, more than I thought they'd be.
I thought I'd give a quick update now, though.
Updated list of people who know:
Brittany (Kirk's preferred name)
Sam
Ana
I told Ana last night. She's my best friend ever, but it was still difficult telling her. She then proceeded to say how she already knew and was wondering when the hell I was going to tell her. I just, "LOL, am I really that obvious? ;___;"
Sam's accepted it. Apparently there's a Men's Warehouse nearby his house, so he and I some time next week when I'm back from the keys are gonna go in and he'll be all, "We need to find some nice clothing for this young man."
I was like, "HAHA, YES!!!"
Brittany calls me Chester now, too, along with referring to me with male pronouns. I dated Ana at one point and she was worried that she was actually straight because I'm the only girl she ever had any feelings for other than, "OMG SHE'S HOT." I then was like, "But Ana, I'm actually a boy...so maybe you are straight?" and she's all, "OH GOD I DON'T KNOW NOW." XD
All in all, a lot better results than I thought there'd be. Of course, they keep encouraging me to tell my parents so I can get therapy and all that, but I figure I'll survive as long as at least they know and I make SOME attempt at passing. I can't be too obvious around my parents and other friends, but around them, I'll just be myself. A typical dude.
My goal now is to grow enough balls (pun COMPLETELY intended) to wear men's dress shirt and pants to homecoming next year. I'm making it so that if I'm not able to do it, I'm not going to go. What? You really think I'm gonna go in a dress? LOLNO. I either go in boy's dress clothes or I don't go at all. And the theme is going to be rave club, so I absolutely MUST go!
Things are looking up as of right now, more than I thought they'd be.