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No major Change
Well! It's been an uneventful New Years so far but it's still early yet. Still no job, thank GOD the Congress and President had a meeting of the minds at the last minute and extended the federal unemployment extension one more year. I can still make rent and the light bill and my vehicle insurance! YAY ( Read more... ) -
As if it was not already bad enough....
Thursday, October 18, 2012 was just a normal day at work. I was busy doing my job as Tech Support, went into the demo equipment room to see if we had something in stock there and ran into Tony ( Read more... ) -
Wow It's Almost Novemeber Again
I was just re-reading posts from previous years, and figured what the hell, a bit of catching up is in order. Well the Mark spoken about in all the entries is the same bastard. He's finally admitted to his cheating after being caught on video so I think he knows this time, there's no need to attempt his Modus operandi of being the "come back kid ( Read more... ) -
My God I can't believe it. Drugs are really bad for you.
Sitting here in my den watching Dirty Dancing for the millionth time, bored shitless, wondering how the hell I'm getting over this one. All I want to do is put the barrel of a gun to my head but goddamnit, I don't have a freakinn gun ( Read more... ) -
Christmas 2011
well another Christmas has come and gone and its been a bitter sweet experience. seeing a lot of family, missing still more and not making plans, just playing things minute by minute.
even though the past 2 yrs have been the most taxing financially and I had NO money and expected nothing, I got what I wanted most in life. I told him I would wait ( Read more... ) -
One year later
Well, I've not posted once since last Christmas, here it is the second week in November and it's going to be another holiday alone ( Read more... ) -
Alone and NOT Loving it
I was just looking at my Yahoo Buddy list and thinking, I'm going to die a lonely old pissed off gay man. I keep my list culled down, removing those that either never get online, always stay invisible and never talk to me or have just fuckin pissed me off. There's only one "friend" on the list showing online at this time and I know he's not there ( Read more... ) -
Time drags slowly onward
Oh God, it's that time of year, when most business other than retail slows down. At work, I can count the number of customer calls I've had for tech support on one hand (using my left one, the right one is kinda busy LOL) in days. Time is creeping by and I find myself more tired at the end of the day on these slow dragging days than if the calls ( Read more... ) -
God what a terrible weekend
Well, I've been listening to the guy I've been seeing over the past few weeks spill his inner secrets to me and I've been utterly appalled by what he's told me. He confided in me in cheating on the one guy he loved the most because he was not getting enough sex. Instead of leaving his partner to find someone to make him happy, he cheats on him. ( Read more... ) -
Happy Friday!!!!!
Once again I am in Lumberton...this week flew by too fast ( Read more... )