ive just been so full of thoughts lately. i should be asleep now but this sounds like a better idea ( Read more... )

ok so its been a while. so here goes nothing ( Read more... )

 ive been wanting to post for a few days now. but my thoughts have been so bipolar i havent known what to write. sometimes im okay with this. sometimes im mad. sometimes im beyond hurt. i didnt cry yesterday. and i didnt cry today.  tomorrow might be hard or i may have the time of my life. ill let you know in 24 hours.

for a long time i kept ( Read more... )

 oh summer 08. i wanted you to be perfect. i wanted to look back and have all these memories. you are perfect. but in a totally different way than you wanted.  so thank you summer 08 for kicking me in the ass and telling me to grow up.  i think its what i needed ( Read more... )

i tried posting earlier. but i accidently deleted it. oh well so here goes my second try ( Read more... )

 the semester is almost over. im not sure how i feel about that. i dont feel like ive done all the things that freshmen are supposed to do. i guess im just not ready to leave being a freshmen behind. but then again nothing much is going to change in the fall. ill still be living in the same building with an awesome girl. i can still hang out with ( Read more... )

 i  love my boyfriend. i mean things could always be better/different. he could live with an air freshener instead of a stink bomb. we could have more alone time. that might be easier if stink bomb would ever leave the room. actually same case with my roomie. whatever though ( Read more... )

i think i finally get it. it might all finally be clicking. that doesnt mean im perfectly alright mentally or emotionally. but im starting to understand why i am here. why i left everything i knew to come here. i shouldnt feel sorry for myself or feel like i did something noone else does because i each day i encounter new people who come from much ( Read more... )

i wish me  and auburn didnt have such a love-hate relationship. i like learning, but i dont like having to put effort in to learn. like this english paper that needs to get written.  grrr. and physics. oh physics i used to love you. now i just cant wait for freshmen year to be over so i dont have to take you anymore. then i can move on to hating ( Read more... )

happy new year ( Read more... )