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Idle Hours
"I hate to tell you
how long it
took me to
figure out:
I only felt unloveable because
I was trying to be loved by
people who didn't know me
or Like me that Much."
IG NotesFromMyTherapist
Dear Journal,
Hey there. Back again. Would have wrote sooner. Even tried to muster up the attention, energy, etc. to put myself in space and yet…..I couldn’t get ( Read more... ) -
Tucson Too Soon
Dear Journal,
I’m gonna keep this brief as possible cuz I do need to be in bed.
Been in Tucson for over a week and definitely feeling out of alignment and unmoored. The fact that I took this bold step to come out here all by myself with no friends and never been the best about making tons of new friends and having tons of meaningful relationships ( Read more... ) -
Am I the Same Guy....?
Dear Journal,
Another night of struggle sleep in the midst of a pandemic and working from home. 2020 has been nothing but surviving and mourning broken dreams and expectations. Even this good job has gone sour and I am in a space of reflection, re-centering, and figuring out the next steps. Last week I mourned as more important people told me of ( Read more... ) -
A Night with the Cards (The { } And Interlude 2)
Dear Whoever,
Question: What do I do? How do I get out of this mess at work? How do I get to a better situation?
Card: Am I asking the Right Questions?:
Answer: That’s…..a good question? Am I asking the right questions? I think I am, but I wonder if there is more to it? Maybe the question isn’t how am I going to get out of this to something better ( Read more... ) -
We're All "Star Stuff"
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That Same Old Ache
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Journal Redux (All of this Winning!)
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Back From Memphis/No Angst For Me!
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It's A Family Affair (Interlude)
What kind of love brings such contusions?
All these band-aids the world can see
What is this shame we're here to tell you?
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The Return of the Notorious K.M.
Dear Journal,
It has been some time and with good reason. I realize that I needed the hiatus and in large part this was due to many other areas of my life that needed attention. I also needed the time to reflect, live a little, and change my paradigm.
It's 2013, I have two masters, spent 2 years working in the Baltimore Inner City Public Schools ( Read more... )