As I had done earlier this month, I decided to look at livejournal entries past, specifically to see where I was around in this time of November in years prior. For the purposes of this experiment, I decided to look at 2005, 2008, and 2010 ( Read more... )

At this time, I actually still do not have a coherent story or thread. I keep finding little errors and glitches in my writing and what I want to say and what I meant to say. So many errors and mistakes are made daily by myself. For instance, I repeated basically in this morning's entry the way that obnoxious guy in the movie line in Annie Hall ( Read more... )

This entry was titled part 3 because, as the cookies/saved titles when I typed it indicated that I had used it twice before. So why am I continuing the broken record ( Read more... )

A quick Monday morning note to simply say thank you for reading this journal, even those who lurk in the shadows --be they friends, foes, or the occasional new visitor. I thank you for taking the time to read through this. As I wrote in my personal journal, however, this blog has been mostly an exercise in being self-centered ( Read more... )

We shall not forget the past, nor wish to close the door on it.I tried to articulate that idea early into sobriety to someone. The outpatient program I did from April to June of this year did not necessarily help me work the steps or work on the fact that I was (and still am) an asshole working to get better. Spiritual progress was not made; I ( Read more... )

Words are failing me again. Recently I have been experiencing new and exciting things. One of the most interesting developments of not just 2011, but the past decade has been my ability (or lack thereof) to feel ( Read more... )

...it is a cold afternoon in mid-Fall. The sun is close to setting, and I have to go to a night class in a couple of hours. Though the weather is not my favourite, it still feels good. It feels nice. It is wonderful to be alive ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what today holds in store, as I have a lot less structure than I was anticipating. The classes are taking a quiz today; I don't have my evening class like I thought I did. What will I do ( Read more... )

I know I tweeted about an hour or so ago that I would stray away from this, but here goes ( Read more... )

Pardon my life this time
Because I'm so hardwired
To be aloneI had something to say, but I ended up responding to some personal emails that had accrued over the past while. I had that realisation earlier today that though there is more I could have done and should be doing at this point, I'm actually right where I need to be. Aside from one class ( ( Read more... )