Pardon my life this time
Because I'm so hardwired
To be aloneI had something to say, but I ended up responding to some personal emails that had accrued over the past while. I had that realisation earlier today that though there is more I could have done and should be doing at this point, I'm actually right where I need to be. Aside from one class ( ( Read more... )

Here am I am, unable to compose a proper thought. Sure, the motivation and "skill" are there, but the actual transference of pictures and words and the abstract to concrete words, phrases, and sentences, is quite challenging ( Read more... )

The new year has been mild and uneventful thus far; however, more than a week has still managed to elapse without a livejournal entry. In that time, in case anyone was wondering, I was intensely sick for a few days, my mom was in the hospital, Jesika visited, and I was without internet ( Read more... )

"Modesto is a surreal town," I thought as I collapsed in my bed, a deshelved heap of exhaustion. That was my thought on Friday night/Saturday morning. It it what I had proposed to have as my lead-off statement when trying to update my livejournal on Saturday, but I did not do that, as we can tell by the lack of an entry ( Read more... )

one of the worst weekends of my life. period. I hate mental illness. sometimes, sometimes I wish I could just run away to canada. or anywhere. forget who I am, forget school, and live off the land. but romantic dreams don't accomplish much ( Read more... )