"While you and me we hold and lean
Onto bodies slick and charged
Together just one beating heart
All around us quiet now
We hear the leaves fall to the ground
Morning light upon our bed
An ally while i catch your breath"

I thought after today I would feel so different, so changed, so alarmed, so panicy. But I'm just kind of relieved and ... content. 
The ( Read more... )

"One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive"

I'm finally ready to go home. To face my fears, to solve it all. To take whatever is thrown at me like a champ.
I think this has been the best experience for me, ( Read more... )

Half done my exchange! I get to go home in 22 days and I really hope it's a fast 22.

Here is so different from home. I feel like now I understand why Quebec has always been so separate from the rest of Canada. I feel like I'm in a foreign country. It's a strange feeling and something I don't think I'll get used to even before I leave. I'm going to ( Read more... )

He doesn't answer my messages, he sounds weird on the phone ( Read more... )

I'm one thousand miles away from home, and I don't think I could possibly miss it anymore than I already do ( Read more... )

Dealing  
When you act like boyfriend/girlfriend but you're not actually. It also sometimes does lead to boyfriend/girlfriend potential.
ex. - "We're not together, we're just DEALING."

I really don't want to write. Because writing about it makes it real.
This afternoon, I have either made the best decision I could have ever made, or I've just fucked ( Read more... )

This post isn't going to be organized or anything, because I'm too tired to sort it all out. So it'll just be one big blob of thoughts.

It's been a few weeks since the last post. I had my birthday, and March Break is coming up. I've done my best to keep my chin up and not let things get to me, but on the inside - I think i'm falling apart. Not a ( Read more... )

So, it's 3:52 am on a Saturday night, and I'm wide awake in my bed, afraid to fall asleep. I feel like I'm six years old. I went to sleep at about 10:30 pm, and slept fairly soundly, then I started having weird dreams, except they were more like nightmares. I'll start this story from the beginning ( Read more... )