jebus....i haven't written anything on here for awhile ( Read more... )

Damn. What the fuck? People: you need to stop being so fucking overdramatic...It's a fucking Xanga. It sucks you guys, that you chased Laura out of her own peaceful place she went to, write her thoughts down. Now it's a place to say what you want to say to a person without actually seeing them. Pussies. These are supposed to be places where you can ( Read more... )

Alex is amazing. Each day i see him, the more and more i fall for him. He gives me what i need and i'm somewhat surprised by that. I'm a very needy, insecure person who freaks out at anything. The thing that's funny though, is that i feel like he knows that i shouldn't freak out, b/c i can handle anything that comes my way....he calms me down and ( Read more... )

This weekend was the most incredible experience i've ever had. Also the worst ( Read more... )

I'm so excited about this weekend. It's going to be so good. After this weekend, i'm taking a break from Il Vicino..before i kill someone or myself. Working there so much has been so stressful recently. I haven't been clicking with people like i usually do. I have to take care of myself right now. I honestly don't know what that means though. What ( Read more... )

Things are getting back to kind of normal. I'm just trying to adapt with everything new in my life. This is kind of the first time where i need to balance work, school, boyfriend, home, cats, friends, family, and of course The pot. Life has been relaxing yet stressful at the same time ( Read more... )

I'm a little annoyed and frustrated ( Read more... )

Yesterday was wierd. I'm kind of confused right now. Things weren't clicking yesterday like they normally do. There's something on his mind and he won't talk to me about it. And that just sparked a fuse in my head ( Read more... )

So yeah after writing that i wasn't going to South Carolina, i decided to go. I went to Il Vicino and got rid of all my shifts and went home and packed. Laura called and said she was coming with me. We packed, filled up on gas and left. 14 hours later we were in South Carolina. They were staying at a Condo on the beach...i mean beach as a backyard ( Read more... )

Haha. so you all missed me completely going crazy today ( Read more... )