Normality.
Things are getting back to kind of normal. I'm just trying to adapt with everything new in my life. This is kind of the first time where i need to balance work, school, boyfriend, home, cats, friends, family, and of course The pot. Life has been relaxing yet stressful at the same time.
I've been wanting to do some drugs recently. I need something to just take me away for a few hours. I love being the responsible on but Jesus, i need to let go and be 19 for a little bit.
This apartment is going to drive me nuts by the end of the year. I'll be broke also by that time. hmm.. December is the 6th month mark. Sometimes in this house i feel backed up against the wall. If there were ever to be an argument in the house, I'd be outnumbered. and that makes me so helpless.
I miss having friends. I miss seeing other people. I miss the good times with the Clayton crew. They have always been good people to be Fucked up with...you know what i'm talking about.
Well gots to go and make the chedda. Double today and close tomorrow. Exciting!! WeehEee!!blah.
P.S. Alex and I are good....as good as it can be right now.
I've been wanting to do some drugs recently. I need something to just take me away for a few hours. I love being the responsible on but Jesus, i need to let go and be 19 for a little bit.
This apartment is going to drive me nuts by the end of the year. I'll be broke also by that time. hmm.. December is the 6th month mark. Sometimes in this house i feel backed up against the wall. If there were ever to be an argument in the house, I'd be outnumbered. and that makes me so helpless.
I miss having friends. I miss seeing other people. I miss the good times with the Clayton crew. They have always been good people to be Fucked up with...you know what i'm talking about.
Well gots to go and make the chedda. Double today and close tomorrow. Exciting!! WeehEee!!blah.
P.S. Alex and I are good....as good as it can be right now.